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Lack of Belonging (PR​-​2)

by Melted

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1.
Doldrums 04:08
A dirty weather was about to come He kept a secret in a clear night Before he left the rocks He wanted to tend the light He wasn’t much of a talker He was a god fearer He was bored of trees and he murdered a seagull He saw the screaming mermaid He was told he was a lunatic He was cursed with choking Forgotten to any man, any time Even to the sea He drank a lot until he is not sure to be mad He danced and slept He wanted to love a girl on a Monday morning Blamed with drunk on duty And hostile attitude But he was a hard worker, he said forget and Forgive me get eaten by seagulls To whom the light belongs? Feel the light Feel the light Feel the light Feel Doldrums Doldrums Feel the doldrums
2.
Looking over my shoulder Looking over my shoulder I sense urge when Looking over my shoulder I guess I had my chance To not live as a living creature My heart doesn’t pump blood I’m waste of sperma and I feel fine I’m still pure I’m still pure I’m still pure, i’m still pure I’m still pure I’m still pure I’m still pure I’ve lost a child I’ve lost a child I’ve lost a child Childhood belongs to me So i still wear the dress That belongs to my sister When i undress I still sense Your sweaty smell and I don’t feel right You cursed me You cursed me You cursed me, you cursed me You cursed me You cursed me You cursed me
3.
They forced every way to sell on (to sell on) Sign the deal and stick it to me No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise Everyone is so kind, so kind All of them are so nice, so nice At least they seem like, seem like Angel to me No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise Waste your time with rehashing diversionary Do us a favor then we plug your ears and dig your eyes Life is cheap like hate Life is cheap like sex Life is based on a small concession No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise No compromise
4.
This is not a love song This song is about a friend Who can’t speak in right intonation Who makes you feel sad sad sad My eyes are on yours Please keep them on mine Right here I said right here I don’t want to eat the rules that you whistle I listen and listen and I listen and listen And I get fed up Please, don’t show me your greatest potential Drink a fire, like a promise, burn an ocean like a dead end job Buy an eye to sell opinion And sleep to refresh Like a newborn lamb Like a person, a nice person who feels right who feels right who feels right I don’t want to feel alright I don’t want to feel alright I don’t want to feel alright And I swear I will abandon you I swear I don’t try to be saved, to be saved I never buy you I never sell you Never, ever, ever And I don’t want to be I don’t want to be Saved To be saved Never ever I don’t want to be Saved
5.
Flower Boy 03:11
If you wait me I’ll come no matter what Day or night I’ll make you alright If you leave me, I’ll try to become a tree To make you breathe, To make you breathe safely Flower boy, I don’t want to hurt anyone else I’m just pressing, keep pressing my feelings down Flower boy, I don’t want to hurt anyone Anyone at all Flower boy, please don’t hurt me again I am cursed with a humble heart You can check my weird birth chart If I’m broken, please cry with me So I’ll fix your tears suddenly Flower boy, I don’t want to hurt anyone else I’m just pressing, keep pressing my feelings down Flower boy, I don’t want to hurt anyone Anyone at all Flower boy, please don’t hurt me again Again, again, again, again
6.
Mobbing 02:34
He hates to depend on someone And seems like he doesn’t mind In his words, the happiness is overrated He wants to be a light (but they were blind) Like yellow sun-like light But in the neighborhood, everyone’s blind No one ever rewarded No one ever blamed No one ever united No one ever saw the sun He takes the right steps To not to be like smug’s slaves The sheeps are believed that it’s good To dig their graves No one ever rewarded No one ever blamed No one ever united No one ever saw the sun He wants to be a light but They were (they were blind) He wants to be a light but They were (they were blind) He wants to be a light but They were (they were blind) He wants to be a light but They were (they were blind)
7.
Bodies 06:45
I am the epitome of human trash I am the nameless king of lands Bodies on the dark shiny sands Waiting for someone to dance Take me back to good times Take me back to good times Just for once Just for once Would it be enough? Would it be enough? Cruel times never end We need to breathe for ourselves Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies (breathe) I am the epitome of human trash I am the nameless king of lands Bodies on the dark shiny sands Waiting for someone to dance Take me back to good times Take me back to good times Just for once Just for once Would it be enough? Would it be enough? Cruel times never end We need to breathe for ourselves Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies Bodies, bodies, bodies, bodies Breathe, breathe, breathe, breathe
8.
Ölçüler 02:38
En zor koşulda bile Aptallık içinde İnat edersem Söyleme Belki öğüt verirsin Eleştirirsin Engel olursun Bana yine Suya düşse bile bütün hayallerim Toplarım ben hepsini, teker teker elimle Aynı, aynı cümleler tekrarlanıyor Umutsuz yüzlerden Para! Yalnızca para! Yalnızca Aynı ucuz bahaneler Suya düşse bile bütün hayallerim Toplarım ben hepsini, teker teker elimle
9.
Başkası olduğun yerlerde buldun kendini İsraf oldun çiçekler içinde Sadece sen varsın Sucuklar içinde yatın Sen ve gençliğin Aidiyetsizlik içinde Aidiyetsizlik içinde Aidiyetsizlik içinde Aidiyetsizlik içinde Senden alındığını düşündüğün şeyler Aslında sana hiç verilmedi
10.
Balkon 01:20
11.
All I saw in this deepest point Makes me wanna puke Makes me wanna run It reminds, reminds me of Everything about me that keeps me alive In this lonely void Nothing worths to cry You said you hate it The end of your life Makes me sick and hurts me It puts rain on my eyes It chains me, it chains me In a tiny cell I’m missing my smile Missing my soul Missing myself, missing my Non existential emotion spreader Lockdowns me and drowns me in fear Everything means nothing to me Everything means nothing to me Everything means nothing to me Everything means nothing to me Everything means nothing to me Everything means nothing to me
12.
Closer 09:48
My Baby Is Melting

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Lack of Belonging is band’s first LP. After releasing its demo EP in 2019 and some singles in 2020, as a result of pandemic, with less concerts and socializing, band could have time to concentrate on a debut LP. All songs were written between September 2020 and February 2022. There are even a few songs written and finalized a couple of days before recording. Song writing process was based on improvisation and collective effort. Internal dynamics was completely a Scandinavian democracy.

Lack of Belonging is the result of influences by late 80s/early 90s alternative scene including post-hardcore, noise rock, indie rock, etc. That’s why there is a variety in the album and homogenization is limited with this framework. Melted loves mostly to reflect robust approach of post-hardcore, sometimes to hear naive sound of indie/alternative rock and and occasionally apply sharp instrumentation of noise rock without forgetting its passion also for garage punk/rock.

Album’s concept is about lacking a sense of belonging. At first, such a concept or any other theme was not intended to determine but as the songs and their lyrics from the album started to appear, it was found that every song is somehow related with this condition which means album touch the unbelongingness with songs whose themes are alienation, unintended isolation, mobbing, refugees, love, non existentialism, etc. On the other hand, at the same time, album gives hope and energy to deal with all of those circumstances. But Melted is not sure whether they give enough positivity for the solutions.

I’ve found myself somewhere I don’t know,
Somewhere I can’t get used to
With whom I am not familiar
I have been told to eat grow work enjoy love hate overcome achieve give up praise smile remember accept forgive and forget,

I’ve tried to survive without any urge questioning the logic of it,
I’ve tried to feel happy without any intention to think about the reasons behind it,
I’ve seen the bad, the good and the evil but couldn’t decide either who is who
Or which is which,

I’ve had many good times,
I’ve had people I love around me
But I feel like I always lack a sense of belonging,
I can’t avoid lack of belonging,

I am not interested in struggling
nor having any convincing formula to solve it,
I am just inside of belongingless
And I accept it.
credits
released April 29, 2022

Ceyhun Yücel – guitar/vocals
Arda Koçakoğlu – bass/vocals
Mustafa Şardan – drums/vocals

Guest musician
Orçun Babak - trumpet

Recorded at Davul Odası by Orkun Aldemir
Recorded at Studio Allegro by Orçun Babak (trumpet in Doldrums, hidden track)
Mixed by Barkın Engin at BAU Studio
Mastered by Thomas Madge

Artwork
Cover photograph: Credit to Maximilian Stejskal, The Society of Swedish Literature in Finland
Taken from the book „Maximilian Stejskal - Folklig Idrott“ by Marie-Isabel Vogel and Alain Rappaport, published by Edition Patrick Frey, Zurich, 2016
Designed by Melted

Released by Pirkaf Records

Photographed by Serhat Bayram

Special Thanks to:
Marie-Isabel Vogel
Gabriela Lehner
Kaan Koçakoğlu
İndomie Noodles
Demir From Zuhal Music

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released April 29, 2022

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